Life a Joke !!!!!!!!

Joke is something that makes one laugh & may b sometimes u don't like it n say it's a PJ. But life is such a joke that has too many emotions. It makes one laugh, cry, sad, happy, good, bad, etc. It depends on the individual how he/she takes this joke. I am saying that it gives happiness with more tears which is what i think as i have this thinking that , that's what life has given till now & further also there might be more tears. I know that i have made my mind to think this way & actually life will not necessary do this. But mind has its own reasoning which differs from the one that the heart does. May be also the situations / circumstances that occur in life makes me think this way. But i also know that tears dont give any solution but makes one weak which when displayed in front of people can either make u a joke or make u gain sympathy & make people think ' poor girl/boy ' & make u feel more weak in front of others & also make u feel inferior in front of people (which i dont like) , but still tears do come which makes u feel better & also makes u feel that u r not worthy of anything. I don't know what to do. Need someone to guide me & make me strong.