Friday, July 23, 2010

JOB???????

Job .......when i did not have i was waiting for one n now when i have one .....i don't know how to handle. I mean the job is fine but the people do not want to do their work instead give the small ones to me , a work as smaal as calling up or picking a phone. Well my profile does not have all this then why should i do , i am not their slave but employee. And when i say no then see the face of the people full of anger. And i cant handle their work when i have my own to do. These people know how to suppress n get their work done from others. They exploited n got their work done for free from 2 of my friends n then said BYE BYE. How smart these production houses are when they have to get the work done for free. And if you keep doing what they say you will be dominated n suppressed n will not grow as an individual which i do not want to . Coz in school n college i have done work for others without saying anything n being suppressed. Now i don't care whther my boss tells me to leave but i doubt at the moment she will (but can't say) coz she needs people. But coz of the attitude of people there I don't want to work their myself despite it being my 1st job. The people's behaviour n attitude towards me is upseting me n making me cry dus to which my head pains, which i hate n want to just bang their heads ....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh n i keep thinking that when he complains to my boss she will tell me to leave.In a way i don't care but as its my 1st job , i thought may be a few months n then i will leave. I don't know what to do. Why do i get such sick, lowlife people with too much attitude in my life. And this is not ATTITUDE but i am trying to be STRONG n save my SELF RESPECT n try to SPEAK UP n STAND UP for myself AGAINST the EXPLOITATION. I HOPE i can do it.