Why is this happening to me only ?????????

' Why is this happening to me only???? ' is said when we have problems or crisis, etc. And when we have problems it feels like YOU are the only one with whom this is happening or ONLY YOU are the one with whom injustice is being done either by people or GOD. And then we blame them & mostly GOD & say that its coz of u this is happening to me. ' What is UR problem with me or may be U don't like me????????? Whats the matter ????????? What wrong have I done??????? ' are the questions we ask GOD. But no reply. Why ?????? & How do we get his reply?????????? Now we all blame him for our miseries. I do that a lot. Now I don't want to shift or go away to live anywhere else & i am blaming GOD for doing this. I am crying when I am alone but i told my some friends among whom some said why do u cry & said that I have changed places so many times & said why are u doing so much NATAK & u are just leaving ur place & again the same after marriage a girl has to leave & girls are always emotional. Now , not everyone are same so I am very emotional & i get emotionally attached to things or people who are close to me & also i get hurt when they get hurt or if they say something which i did not expect them to say. Now i cant help if i am so attached to my house that i do not want to live elsewhere. Come on, i have lived since my birth till now i.e. 25 yrs & going to turn 26. And i don't want 2 show my family that i am sad coz they will be sad. So, when dad asked me during dinner that what happened to me i said that my legs were paining. But i think they know i am sad coz i had told them before that i will not go from here. It is difficult for me to even think about living elsewhere. I know i should not be so attached but i can help it. I am an emotional fool but i am trying to be strong. But I still don't want 2 go anywhere else & i am also angry on GOD for doing this to me & i blame him for it. May be i am wrong or very sentimental but cant help it. :( :((