Sunday, May 9, 2010

What do i do??????

I dont know what to do????????? How do i tell people my problems coz i know what will they say. They will not try to understand what am i going through (i doubt anyone will). Coz again they will tell me what they think but not try to understand what i feel or think. I don't wanna shift from my house. I am more sad & upset coz of this than not getting a job. I cry every time i think of leaving i.e. all day & night but alone as i dont want anyone to see that i am crying & give them tension. My cousin just called up seeing my sad status in FB & asked me what happened but i did not tell coz i know she will say the same thing as she herself has shifted so obviously she will say that you have to move on (i know that but may be don't want 2 do anything as i am so attached to my house :( :(( ) . I don't know what to do. I just hope that some how we dont have to go but some where i am thinking that we will have to go :( :(( whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????????? I am not liking this. I am not liking anything around me even GOD & as usual blaming him for all this tension. But people say that ' whatever happens , happens for good ' but i dont see how leaving house is good (may be atleast for me as i have stayed here for long) but then i dont know what to think & say. Only a MIRACLE can help (but i dont know anything will happen). :( :((

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