Sad :(

I am very very sad n upset coz i will have 2 shift which i don't want to. Why are people telling to grow up & not be sad......why can't i be sad or upset, when i have staying there since my birth till now. Obviously i will be attached to my house , so will be sad for leaving it. People are saying that you have to move on in life but i don't want to leave from here. It hurting which makes me remind that i won't be able to come here or see my house again & makes me cry. Now how do i stop myself from being sad or upset. I have not told anyone at home coz i don't want them 2 be tensed or upset. I don't know what to do. i have taken some pics of my house yesterday i.e. 11th may 2010 Tuesday (just to remember). I wish there could be some kind of magic which would let us stay here forever & no further problems of leaving. :( :(( :( :(( Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i don't wanna go.